FYI... Halloween STINKS for the whole dieting thing! Not sure if I gained, but I will honestly be really suprised if I didn't. I am hoping to at least maintain the 218 this week. I will still be on track if I can. We shall see tomorrow. SO tired tonight. I should not be this tired at 10:30! I haven't been exercising this week either, so I have been exhausted all week! I haven't gotten hardly anything done and my house is not quite to the disaster point, but very close. At least the important things are clean, the bathroom, the kitchen, and the livingroom floor where the babies play. It is amazing how much a lack of exercise just drains all the energy out of me! It wouldn't matter how much coffee I had, if I don't start my day getting my blood flowing, I just drag all day. God, Please let this get easier with time! I am so tired of being overweight and having to struggle and worry about it! I just want to be happy and content and like the way I look again! Ok, peeps, I am having to use the backspace key way too much here, so time for bed for me!
This coming week, I am planning on going back to the strict diet to make up for a couple weeks of not doing so well. I need to regain that sense of self-discipline again. Wish me luck!